"& now it seems like i have found

nothing at all."

the night sits heavily upon my shoulders
dark clouds where my thoughts should be,
raindrops roll down my cheeks.
the thunder rolls through my body
and i shake
and i shiver
the lightning strikes and the flash reveals the truth hidden in the dark.
and the lightning scares me, so i run and i want to hide.


but there is nothing but open space on top of my bed.