Wednesday, March 3, 2010

my mind and my brain.

my dreams repeat every night. i've been having the same dream for about a week now, and i wake up each morning feeling a little bit empty, a little bit sad, but still a little bit hopeful.

my dream? in it, you are there and we are happy. in it, everything is as new and as fresh as the first day of spring and as warm and soft as the middle of the summer. and when i wake, it is a chilly winter day again. it's so strange. and it makes me wonder why this same dream is stuck on repeat in my mind. what am i trying to tell myself?

a mind and a brain are two different things. a mind wanders, creates, dreams, explores, imagines...a brain commands. and my mind is trying to alert my brain of something...trying to get a point across, so that my brain can make a change. i just need to interpret the message.

maybe tonight i'll dream a different dream. and if it is the same dream again, maybe tonight i will figure it out.

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